Oh yeah...good ol' Shay has informed me that the word I was looking for the other day to describe that state of limbo/in-betweeness is liminality. Now my brain can stop searching. Woo-hoo. Reward Shay for his good deed by checking out www.Milgram.Net
Saturday, November 11, 2000
Craziness! Sorry for not writing since Tuesday, but my friend Jen has been staying with me since then and I haven't had any time alone to write. Week update coming soon!
Tuesday, November 07, 2000
I'm feeling it more and more how quickly time is passing....rushing between my fingertips like some burning sand. Living in Limbo really isn't the best way to live, though they say that it's in that state of unknowing, when nothing has been decided yet, that everything and anything is possible.
Another freaky taxi driver story: So I'm in this cab and this guy keeps looking at my hands and says, "What's with the rings?" (I wear 5 rings, 3 butterflies, one dolphin, one star). I say, "What do you mean?" Again he says, "What's with the rings?" And I say, there's nothing "with" the rings...I just like rings...and butterflies. I should have realised what he was getting at...."Are those marriage rings? Are you married?" I repeat that NO, I just like rings! Then he says, "Are they religious? Religious rings?" I wanted to say, "yeah, dumbass, God is a Butterfly---they're just frickin' rings!" Sheesh, I'm not Liberace or somethin.....lordy.
Wow, talk about a flashback..I just remembered I was working on a song about the time I met my "twin". Weird!
